He comforts.

Woah.
Some days I miss you so much it hurts. But I'm so thankful. I feel as if everyday that goes by is day I could have had with you. I could be seeing you grow, oh how much I miss that. It was one of the greatest joys, to see you experience new things, watch you fall down and get up again! I'll never see another face that lit up like yours, oh so easily excited. But you know what? I get to look up to you in a sense. Because you've made it Harrison, you've made it to the place I want to be. The place that my gaze is transfixed upon more and more every single day. What irony? Your older sister is looking up to you-- jealous for what you're able to experience, jealous for the wisdom and Love you've attained. I often wonder what you're doing I know I can't even come close.....I hate having this barrier of time and space between us- it strangles everything inside of me. I have so much to understand about God that you already know. I know you don't miss us and you are satisfied where you are. I hope you're awaiting our arrival though. I miss you.