Monday, December 8, 2008

Ratios and Oreos

God is so good. Sometimes I just can't see that, sometimes out of mere distraction I can't feel it...maybe because I'm not fervently seeking it
I'm so done. I want to be done...done with distraction done pride done with anything not lifting up the name and glory of one most worthy of my thoughts, my prayers, and my time....
But he is deserving of so much more. Why would he even want to be worshiped by someone such as myself. Why am I so unfaithful in my actions and my time.....
Crazy even still of how undeserving of his love I am that he will love me ever more more than I will ever be able to love him even despite my constant mistakes
I want to understand him, so I can love him more. How can you love someone we don't know? I want the fullness of God to drive my actions and send me to my knees in prayer because I'm still inflated with a bunch of hot air.....

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