I can't wait to go back, truly I can't. How good is God?
Would someone please tell me...because I can't seem to fathom it for if I did I should probably be blown to bit to due the fact that my brain could not attain such knowledge and wisdom.
God, he's got my baby brother in his loving arms! My brother Harrison has been spared the terrible perils of this life and God brought him home earlier than we all expected...He isn't suffering he;s worshipping his creator and heaven knows what else....
I miss him though, oh how I do! I miss praying for him, loving him, yes I have my thoughts and memories but no active relationship right now, that's been put on hold.
To think he's experiencing what I can't comprehend in the slightest no matter how much I meditate on is truly amazing.....
God is so good....I got to really develop a loving relationship with my brother before he kicked it. There is nothing I forgot to say him, no hug I never seized, I just miss him. With all of my heart.....perhaps that is selfish. I harbor no bitterness against God and I know Harrison wouldnt even want to come back if he could. But Oh how his absence is so painfully known.
When I see something amazing outside, or see his friends at school, or bake cookies I wish he could partake in the excitement at the current moment....but how he longs I'm sure for us to partake in his.
I really don't know what this post is about except to relay that I miss my brother more than anything and this trial tried my faith, and he has taught me a greater lesson than I'm sure I've ever taught him.
Keep on shining bro, I think of joining you soon! <3
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